The Story of a Sold Out Believer

Getting Back Into Blogging

Chad — Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:07:46 +0000

I want to get back into blogging. Kind of anyway

Getting Back

Chad — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 12:45:43 +0000

I remember a couple years ago, when I was really set on going music full time.

I really felt like the Holy Spirit told me to go for it.

But I did something, and here’s where I think I went wrong.

I, asked for someone else’s opinioned.

And they gave it. You see, I wasn’t sure if it was God, or me, which is why I asked this other person what they thought.

And they finally in there own way, talked me into doing one of the programs at Lionsworld Services for the Blind.

Ok, I chose programming.

Well, here I am today, two years later, and for whatever reason, I haven’t gotten a job, or anything.

Now don’t get me wrong. I didn’t like it at Lionsworld, but then I did.

I didn’t like the course much, but I liked most of the people there.

Anyway, I’m really looking back through my life, praying through it, to see what God says about the decisions that I made.

Maybe even as far back as 2003.

Man. That was one of those years for me. It was great!

And so is 2008.

Why am I doing this? Because God may have laid something on my heart, and I may have lost it somewhere along the way.

Who knows. He might not even give it back to me. But I would at least like to know, or get something better. Because I do not like where I am right now.

Life is great, and maybe he’s got me where he wants me right now. But I’m not sure I’m in the right place. Ok God, its an open door. Anyway, hopefully I can get some answers.

God bless you all!

You Know What?

Chad — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 09:47:49 +0000

I kinda like this new writer thing.

OH, and this is not a serious post really. Of course, you’ve probably figured that out by now.

I’m just messing with this thing here, trying to figure out how everything works.

Now Playing:

Zornik – Alien Sweetheart – Keep Me Down

Testing.

Chad — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 09:39:30 +0000

So I’m trying out this new writer thing. And i downloaded and installed this now playing plugin Just seeing if it works.

Back Again

Chad — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 08:12:28 +0000

wordpress Tags: life, blogging, summer

Hello all. I haven’t been blogging at all. Lol the last time I posted anything was like back in June. Hahaha!. So, to start this off, my summer was the craziest, and the best ever! I’ll post about that later. Like today sometime. Right now, I don’t even know how to write this. Which brings me to the reason why I haven’t been blogging. I start to write something, and then I just can’t find the words. So I just gave up trying, and went back into my off line journal. But anyway, I’m gonna try this again.

Slow down!

Chad — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 02:00:17 +0000

Ok, first of all, to my daddy,

Happy father’s day! I love you dad! So…Here I am, wanting to get to know even more people. Feeling at this point like maybe I should slow down a little. Or maybe a lot. Hmmmm. I don’t know. Because, unfortunately, as much sometimes as you want to get to know someone, they don’t always return the blessing. But most of it is, people have never talked to a “blind person” before. Come on people,, loosin up a little. Its ok, its ok, its ok! Lol! But seriously…talk to a brother. Anyway, God is doing amazing things, always has, always will! You all be blessed!

I’m back…I think

Chad — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 20:39:30 +0000

Well, folks, it has been a long time. Miss me? I’m sure you did! So anyway,, I have been trying to make new friends, find a job, and on top of all this, figure out what God started in me about a month ago. Seems like after leading worship for E Love, things have just been so much different. I mean that in a good way. There’s so many fears I’ve been delivered from, or am in the process of being delivered from. Deliverance is when someone begins to function in the way God intended for them to function. The Lord is my portion. He’s my portion for making friends, music, leading worship, ministering, swimming, and just having fun with my life, and blessing others. He’s my portion for all that. I’ve come to the point that I love me! Not being prideful, jus tsaying I have accepted the person God made me. God loves me. When I get into my head and my heart, the fact that God loves me with everlasting love, its like nothing else bothers me. All these problems in life? Yeah they’re definitely problems to be concerned about. But God loves me! Surely there is victory. I have to meet God where I am right now, before I can move forward. That’s the way God wants it i believe anyway. To meet God in the middle of whatever, is absolutely amazing! I could go on and on and on. I’m actually looking into getting back into writing again like I used to on xanga. But where to start? Man where to start! Somewhere would be nice. Lol! But anyway, this is my update to let you all know that I’m still out there. Hopefully I will update again very soon. God bless you all!

I’ve gotta phone date tonight.

Chad — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:54:36 +0000

Woohoo!

Chad — Thu, 10 Apr 2008 22:03:51 +0000

Gosh. Lord, why is this so hard?

My Friend.

Chad — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 18:29:26 +0000

To some particular person, I really enjoy your company. You may not know it, but you are such an amazing person!

Your friendship is a blessing to me. Its a gift from God to me. Thank you Jesus for leading me to this person! Ok before I say to much, I am going to get off of here.